You’ve refrained from sex, ended a godless relationship, refrained from entering other godless relationships, bought a few books about single living, attended a few singles’ conferences, gotten on a few prayer lines, bought some oil to anoint yourself with, and you’ve even mentored a few women about waiting
You’ve been waiting. and waiting. and waiting some more . You remember the works you’ve done. —————————–Wrong.You keep telling yourself that it’s just not your season yet, but in the meantime, you will surround yourself with other single women so that you can feel better about your wait. After all, you’ve been waiting five years (more or less), so you have something to offer them too; right? You see a few women who’s been waiting a year, and their conversation reveals that they expect their GOD-appointed husbands to find them any day now. How dare they? You’ve been waiting five years (more or less), so you feel like they are trying to get ahead of you in the invisible line you’re standing in. You open your mouth to share what you think is wisdom, but instead, what comes out is the foolishness that’s been keeping you from being found. You’re bitter. You’re still tied up to some man in your past, and you don’t even recognize that you’re in a soul tie. You feel entitled. You’ve somehow convinced yourself that your works have justified you, and because you think this way, you’ve allowed yourself to become upset with GOD. Sure, you may not say it out loud, but your frustration with the LORD is very much so present. You’re mad because you’ve been waiting for a long time, and you’re watching other women get married after having waited a few months or a few years. You reason within your mind that they must be with Ishmaels because dejta costa Rica damer GOD wouldn’t dare do that to you. HE would not make you wait five years for Isaac, only to send another woman her Isaac after she’s waited two years. GOD looks at you, and HE sees the reflections of men. Sure, in the natural, you may appear single, but your soul is very much so tied up to other men. GOD waits on you to release those men, but you hold on to each one.
Your prayers went up to HIM many times, but they went amiss because you’ve been praying for something that you already have: a husband
- You haven’t release Jason because you’re still mad at him. Unforgiveness has become the third fold in the ungodly tie that you have with him.
- You haven’t release Michael because you have a child with him, and you’re still upset that he isn’t around to help you raise little Michael. You reason within your heart that you have a greater place with Michael because of your child, so you battle with every woman who dares call Michael her boyfriend.
- You haven’t released Tyrone because he hit you some years ago. You still have a scar on your body (and your heart) that reminds you of what Tyrone did to you.
- You haven’t released Daniel because he was just too nice, and you mistreated him. Now, in your heart of hearts, you want a redo with Daniel, so you ally yourself with some of Daniel’s family members and you watch his every move. You speak death to every relationship that Daniel enters.
- You haven’t release Darryl yet because he still owes you money; plus, you haven’t figured out why Darryl left yet, so in your journey for answers, you’ve carried Darryl with you for many years.
